I stand before you like a man going into the confessional to bare his sins. Naked I stand looking for absolution for my gluttony and indulgences of the flesh. The pound of flesh that I have worked so hard to shed weighs on me like a yoke around my neck dragging me down. So I step to you and brace myself for your revelation for my life, but no you lie and tell me I did not work hard enough. You say that my fat is stronger than my desire but I say you lie. You are like the girl who said she would always love me and then, well she knows and you know. You are a liar and a cheat. I would destroy you if not for my overwhelming desire to have your approval. Like a kid looking into the eyes of a disappointed parent I beg for understanding and forgiveness. What do I get? Help...NO.....Acceptance....NO
I get the word of a lying cheater who steals my dreams. No more will I allow you to steal from me because I am not bound by your word anymore. I am free and I will take it moment by moment until I reach my goals not dictated by your lying cheating counters........Scale You Can Bite Me.......Freedom of Life is Mine......
Best writing yet.
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