Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Party for One
I woke to an overwhelming feeling of dread and doubt. Doubt can kill your future if you allow the roots to grow in your mind. This doubt was causing me to become depressed and then the party started. Anyone that knows me knows that I love a good party but this was a party for one. My pity party was in full swing now with Alanis Morissette playing in the background of my mind. There was slide show of my past playing on the walls reminding me that I am a failure. Then like your mom walking in on you when you are trying to steal one more kiss from your first love it was over. My alarm went off reminding me it was time to workout. My workouts are not just about the physical because we are more than just physical. We have a mental and spiritual side to focus on while strengthening our bodies. I grow stronger everyday and in all areas so that when the demons of my past come forward I have the strength of mind to hold firm to the future.....Remember that having the party is not bad but never letting it end is.....Be Strong In Every Area Of Your Life...........
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Keep going man. Ur blog has been great to read and funny. There is some deep important things that make me think and i thank u for that. I tell u i dislike running as my 2 knee surgeries dont help the cause. Keep it up and u will not fail. Failure is never an option is my motto. God bless and kick butt.
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