Eviction notice: served. My fat is like a tenet that refuses to pay rent. It is time for it to get gone.
Now as much as I wish I could wake up in the morning and be 200 pounds lighter I don't for see that happening. This deadbeat tenet did not move in over night it has taken a lifetime to get to this point but I am done. I blame myself for letting it go so long but I have always lived in the mindset of it will get better. It can only get better if and when I change so change is coming. I know that losing 30 pounds over 2 months is good but I also know it would take less time to put on 60 so I push. Notice has been given to everything in my life that is draining my future from me. I will be free from fear. I am fat not worthless. I have allowed stupid people's opinions to rule in my life for to long.
It is easy to give in and be the same as I have always been, because it is comfortable and known. I don't know what it will be like to not weigh as much as a Prius but I am excited about figuring it out. I know most people may not struggle with food the same way I do but we all have those inner critics in our head taking trash. So today it is time to give them notice they have to shape up or get out.....Notice has been served.......
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