Burning My Plow

It has been a long time since I wrote a blog about my journey.  The excuses I used don't matter the results do.  Since my last blog I have manged to put back on about 30 pounds.  It is not hard to do at all once you start slipping to crash back into an old life.  I started cheating on my diet swearing it was a one time deal......what a lie.  I missed workouts....I stopped talking to people about my journey....I just shut down.  I began living in survival mode.  Last night I heard a pastor preach on the burning your plow so there was no returning to your old life.  It struck me like a ton of bricks.  I never let go of my fat way of thinking...........I am here today to tell you I have made a shift and by my 35 birthday in January I will be under 400lbs.........What is holding you back?